We are in a pandemic. Money is tight.
At most places, before the pandemic, papers didn't trump funding.
Even if you weren't aware of that, why would you think that papers trump funding during a pandemic?
I know you think some of us are avoiding the obvious.
But, have you entertained the possibility that you're in deep denial?
If she has more grants and you have more awards then YOU DO NOT LOOK SIMILAR ON PAPER.
One of those things is much more valuable than the other....
But the awards aren't the relevant data point. She also has 5 papers, versus SL's zero papers. Papers trump dissertation funding, or at least they should.
Some of yall are trying *real* hard to avoid the obvious.
SL's funding was external dissertation funding. That absolutely does not trump an ASR in most places.