You're deliberately ignoring all information that shows how dangerous these experimental vaccines are. No vaccines have ever killed so many people in such a short time nor been associated with such high rates of injury and debilitation. Why would "talking to a doctor offline" be a substitute for actual research?
What you are doing isn't actual research. You are trolling and sowing doubt, probably because you're ignorant and scared. There's no shame just in that -- we're ALL ignorant until we learn things.
But consider that you're putting people's lives at risk if they listen to you. Those people who make the mistake of believing that you have any idea what you're saying and fail to get protected are suffering for your ignorance. And THAT is shameful.
Meanwhile, actual research HAS long since debunked your claims. Today's estimates:
Worldwide deaths from COVID-19: 4.14M
Worldwide vac/cine doses administered: 3.79B
Worldwide fully vac/cinated: 1.05B
Worldwide fatalities potentially associated with COVID vac/cines: less than TWO THOUSAND
Even empathy has its limits. Know the facts and get yourself protected.